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dessybear08:

I only have about a month and a week left to see my marine and it sucks!!! I never thought I could miss someone so much. I wait by the mailbox hoping to get a letter from him. This is the longest three months of my life I can’t even imagine what it’ll be like when he gets deployed. It always…

I know exactly how you feel! The next month and a week will go by so fast and you’ll finally be with him again :) Just remember that the days go by slow but the weeks go by fast. You’ve gone through over a month without him and you can last another month, just keep keeping yourself busy!

Thank you so much!! I’m trying to but everything reminds me of him. It just sucks being away from him you know? But I’m getting through it:) thank you

It is VERY hard! Some days are better than others but just look back at how long you’ve gone. That’s what keeps me motivated. The good news is you will see your boyfriend next month and that will go by in a blink of an eye :) if you ever need to talk i’m here cause i’m going through the exact same thing! lol

Just wanted to let everyone know that I am not really gonna be posting anymore on this blog for a while. I don’t know when I’ll start posting again on here but for right now I’m focusing my attention on my other blog. I would love it if you guys could go and follow me on that one so that we can still be friends lol. That blog mostly is about me expressing my feelings toward my boyfriend being away at boot camp and just some personal stuff that I don’t really wanna keep bottled inside. So go ahead and follow me on my other blog if ya like :)

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While my boyfriend is away at boot camp, I’ve decided that I’m gonna keep myself busy by bettering myself by working out with my best friend so when our boyfriends come back home we’re looking better than we did when they left ;)

This has been the hardest week of my life. Within the past week I have not talked to my boyfriend and not seen him. The last time I talked to him was Monday at 9:15 pm, and that was to say good bye to him for 3 months, and the last time i saw him was for an hour and a half on Sunday when I dropped him off at the recruiters office. It really sucks knowing that you have a boyfriend but can’t do anything about it. You can’t hug them, kiss them, cuddle with them, talk to them, see them, nothing! It’s really hard knowing that I have 12 more weeks of this. 

A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.
B. FAVORITE BAND.
C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.
D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH.
E. MY BEST FRIEND.
F. MY FAVORITE MOVIE.
G. SEXUAL ORIENTATION.
H. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?
I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?
J. WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GET OLDER.
K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.
L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.
M. VIRGIN OR NOT?
N. FAVOURITE PLACE TO SHOP AT?
O. MY EYE COLOUR.
P. WHY I HATE SCHOOL.
Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF RIGHT NOW.
R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.
S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF.
T. AGE I GET MISTAKEN FOR.
U. WHERE I WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW.
V. LAST TIME I CRIED.
W. CONCERTS I’VE BEEN TO.
X. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF (…)?
Y. DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE.
Z. HOW ARE YOU